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Letter regarding my previous Employer after entering the Promised Land of My Retirement

 


My search for Autonomy and Dignity in my Work-Life these past 38 years in the context of the EVIL that is the ‘Mental Health System’ of this city.  

 It was expected of me, as a professional Registered Nurse, nothing more or nothing less, to submit to a strict Obedience to do what I was told to do, to take orders, to remain always in voiceless Servitude, Oppression, and Enslavement.   All they wanted me to do was to OBEY and submit to their Narcissistic, Hubris Control!!!

It’s not just the staff that they wanted strict obedience from but also every suffering citizen who came to them for support and care.  Anyone suffering from a mental disturbance before entering their world of malicious control would ONLY receive mental cruelty and violence upon admission to their various programs.

If they tell you to stand, then you must stand.  Sit when you are told to sit. They want you to give up entirely being you, your core identity.  You are nothing more than a piece of their system’s machinery.  You must give up your humanity for the paycheck, for the gold stars, for the bigger TV.

The only way to be human, the only way to be free, is to rebel.

They will try to crush, ruin and destroy you with every tactic of malice, to keep you silent, docile, and subservient.  But you must not let them keep you as their slave.  You must become your own master whatever that takes.

“Give me Freedom or give me Death.”  It is better to die as a human being than to be a puppet, an empty ghost, a purposeless cog in their machines.  After 38 years of working within an institutional concentration camp staffed by the walking dead, a gang of cold, soulless corpses, I was finally set free of being in the grave with them, two years ago.

 Such a blessing can only come from God.  Demonizing the Devil and his gang of Demons is just compassionately giving him or her a mirror to look into.

 

December 2017

 

 

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